Photography

Photo Walk - Gjirokastër, Albania

I went on another photo walk, as I have the habit of doing when visiting a city in Albania. It’s not only a way for me to practice one of my hobbies, but it also provides content for me to create a video for my YouTube channel.

In Gjirokastër, I spent basically the entire walk wandering around the bazaar area. It’s the main attraction of the town and most tourists only see this part of it. So much so, in fact, that sometimes I forget that there’s much more to the city further down the hill. In any case, I elected to go with a particular color this time which was yellow (in case you couldn’t tell from the photos below…).

I really pushed out of my comfort zone on this one. First, asking the owner of the restaurant I ate dinner at if I could take her photo. I just had to because the yellow shirt she was wearing just fit too perfectly into the entire project that I was doing. The fourth photo has a fun story behind it as well, that you can see if you watch the video, but simply put a guy saw me taking photos and when I explained in broken Albanian I was taking photos of things with yellow in them he led me into the upstairs of his shop. His son came running in to translate for us, and it was really just a lovely experience.

As I mentioned, if you want to see the interaction with the shopkeeper and his son, or if you want to watch me wander around struggling to find decent frames that had yellow in them, the video is linked below.

Photo Walk - Sarandë, Albania

I’ve started doing photo walks in cities that I go to. It helps me practice my photography - often with some restrictions in place - but it also gives me content to film a video. The best part of doing the photo walks, however, is how it helps me explore and connect to a place.

This time, I was in the seaside town of Sarandë in southern Albania. Because it’s a beach town, I really wanted to capture the vibe that the town gives off. I made a conscious effort to snap photos that give the same relaxed, warm, summery feel that Sarandë has in early June.

As with every photo walk I’ve done until now, I gave myself some parameters. First, was the same as the last photo walk I did in Tirana: I could only press the shutter five times. Five photos, that’s it. No burst mode, no snapping to my hearts content until I got the angle I liked. Secondly, I chose to shoot all of these photos on my phone, which currently is the iPhone 13 Pro. Having three lenses really helps with this restriction, but it still presented it’s own challenges.

In any case, below are the five photos that I took, two of which I’m not very enthusiastic about, and two of which I really like. I’ll let you guess which one is in between those two feelings…

If you want to watch me struggle to figure out what to take photos of… the video is here:

Photo Walk - Tirana, Albania

A few weeks ago, I had a few hours in Tirana before my flight to Germany. So I decided to try to spend some time practicing one of my favorite hobbies; photography. Because I had to be in the city anyways, I elected to go on a photo walk and see what sort of images I would be able to capture.

I decided to challenge myself. In more ways than one…

First of all, my go-to way to take photos is to just wander around and snap as many frames as I possibly can and find the good ones later. So the first way challenge was to only allow myself 5 frames. I did not use a burst mode, or try multiple angles of the subject, I found the frame I wanted, and waited for the right timing.

The second challenge, was confining myself to a determined space. In the center of Tirana you have Skanderbeg Square. A large open area, mostly for pedestrians, that many people will pass through on their way to and from work. I set the square as my boundary, and forced myself to find the five photos in the confines of the general vicinity of the square.

And if you’re interested in watching me try to pick out the frames I wanted, the video is below.

The Worst Trip I've Ever Taken

It started as any other trip does, finding cheap tickets. I used to spend way too much time scouring the web for the cheapest plane tickets I could find so that I was able to afford traveling as much as possible. These particular tickets were from Nashville, Tennessee to Oranjestad, Aruba with an overnight layover in Fort Lauderdale, Florida.

For those that are unfamiliar with Aruba - as I was at the time, having only heard of it in the Beach Boys song - it is a small desert island off the coast of Venezuela. Not part of Venezuela, mind you, but surprisingly part of the Kingdom of the Netherlands. While it has its share of beautiful beaches and clear waters, most of Aruba is actually pretty desolate and barren with a good number of abandoned buildings scattered around its 180 square kilometers (69 square miles). And it was one of these abandoned structures that lead me to having the worst trip of my entire life…

I stayed with my friend, Eliot, during the stopover in Fort Lauderdale and he hopped on the plane with me the next morning to go experience this place that neither of us had ever been. We spent the first few days driving up and down the length of the entire island - which was only about 32 kilometers (20 miles) - and scoping out places we wanted to return to and explore in more depth. We found a number of cool places, including a cool abandoned tunnel, but there was another spot that caught our interest…

Eliot inside the tunnel we found.

From the road all we could see was a slight ramp over the guardrail next to the road, and a building that was falling apart on the other side, and then a large patch of trees.

The view from the road, Google Streetview 2021.

Through the trees was an abandoned, partially destroyed boardwalk surrounded by a mosquito infested mangrove forest that led to a pier that at this point was mostly just pieces of wood and concrete protruding out of the water. At the end of what was left of the pier there stood a concrete structure shaped a bit like a boat. In a past life it was probably a bar or restaurant of some sort, but now was far different. There was no glass in the windows, and the whole thing was slowly decaying, soon to become only a memory of what once stood there. After wandering around the structure for a bit, and watching the sunset, it was time to head back to the car.

The view from the bar back along the destroyed pier and mangroves.

As we approached the mangroves, the blood sucking hordes came out with a vengeance. In my haste to get back onto the boardwalk and to the car without being eaten alive I stepped on something in the water that punctured a hole in the bottom of my foot. I ran limping along the broken boardwalk slapping mosquitoes and trying to avoid stepping through giant holes in the structure. When I got back to the car I looked back and saw a trail of bloody footprints along the path that we had taken out. I wrapped my foot in my shirt, put pressure on it to stop the bleeding, and drove back to the Airbnb.

I slept that night with my foot propped up on a cardboard box. I woke up to a scabbed over wound, and lots of pain. When I got out of bed to take a shower I put the slightest bit of pressure of my foot and realized it could not support my weight. Hopping toward the bathroom, I felt blood rushing down my leg to my foot and within seconds my wound opened again and started gushing blood all over the floor. Quickly scrambling into the shower, I was able to get the bleeding to stop again, but just when I thought everything was under control I blacked out. I don’t think I was out very long, but I woke up in a heap on the floor of the shower and Eliot calling to me from outside the door. Rinsing off, I picked myself back up and pulled on some clothes. I opened the door to see Eliot putting on his shoes.

“Get in the car,” he said. “I’m driving you to an urgent care.”

An hour of intense and painful wound cleaning later, I hobbled back into the Airbnb only to collapse on my bed. I was unable to walk for the next few days and all of my plans for adventuring around Aruba came to a screeching halt. What was supposed to be a 10 day trip quickly turned into a 5 days of being bedridden and binge watching Breaking Bad. Thankfully, by the end of the trip I was able to manage the pain and get around a bit more, enough to get some wonderful drone photos of this island that I would not soon forget.

I don't regret going to Aruba, I don't regret going to that pier. If this injury taught me anything it was to fully appreciate every single day when I travel to a new place, because you never know when you're gonna have to spend half of your trip stuck in an apartment.

Exposure

In the grand scheme of things, I haven’t been taking photos for very long. I can remember one specific photo I took back in high school with a borrowed camera. It was relatively early in the morning, the sun was still low in the sky, and I was walking out to my Jeep at the end of our driveway as a car sped down our gravel road, leaving clouds of dust in its wake… but other than that I didn’t give photography a thought until college. 

My freshman year of university is when Instagram was created. I remember starting to share photos of what was happening in my daily life, but I never thought of it as “photography” as much as just sharing snippets of life. I had the slightest bit of OCD which led to me looking for symmetry in my photos whenever I could. But I really didn’t give it much thought.

Years went by and I traveled around the United States a bit. Taking buses to different states or planes to different coasts, I still only shared bits and pieces on my Instagram of what I was doing and seeing. A photo of my niece in Louisville, a tree covered in hoar frost in Georgia, a photo taken by my brother of me sitting in Coach K’s spot on the bench in Cameron Indoor Stadium. Again, still not giving the “photography” side of things any thought.

That is, until, a phone call in June of 2014. I was back on campus at my school a month after graduating just to see some friends. I don’t remember the exact conversation of the phone but it had one major message; “We want you to come be an intern in Maui.” I started giving photography a thought.

After seeing so many videos and photos of Hawaii over the years, I knew that if I moved there I’d need to invest in something more than my iPhone 4S. So I bought a GoPro Hero 3+ Silver. I began practicing as soon as it arrived taking photos of the youth sports team that I was working with. I was hooked.

It took me awhile but I slowly started upgrading my cameras. My year in Hawaii was mostly documented with my phone and GoPro, and towards the end of my time there I was able to purchase a secondhand DSLR from someone I knew. Not only was I now giving it a thought, photography was my main thought.

That’s where this journey began. That’s where my Instagram changed and it was no longer just a fun way to document my daily life. I started looking at it as a business prospect, I was able to convince brands to send me products in exchange for photos. Photography took me around the world; Indonesia, Aruba, New Zealand, Nicaragua, and more. 

This little symbol is a representation of that journey. It’s an exposure meter of a camera, and every time I see it, I will think about photography and the wild journey it’s taken me on.

PS - I would be remiss if I failed to mention that I got this piece done in a little tattoo shop in Korçë, Albania. My friend Collin had come to visit and one of the stops on our adventure around Albania was to get tattoos. Funny enough, and bringing this whole experience full circle, we did not pay for either tattoo. The reason? Through my photography - and social media accounts - I promoted the shop in exchange for two free small tattoos.

Opacarophile

I guess it really started when I was in college in Georgia. Living at one of the highest points around, I consistently saw some of the most dramatic and awe-inspiring sunsets. On a regular basis the sky would complete clear and I would watch the orange orb as it sun behind the horizon. It often coincided with when I was finishing dinner so I typically didn’t have to plan to see the sun setting, it just happened that way.

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Sunset chasing became part of my college life. Even to the point that after those four years I would still do it. Any time I’m back on that mountain in north Georgia I make a conscious effort to find a spot before the sun goes down so I can enjoy those moments. It often results in randomly running in to other people doing the same thing, and when I frequented those overlooks more often the people I ran in to were frequently people that I already knew.

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Unbeknownst to my college self, I would leave those mountain-side sunsets for the same experience, in a very different environment. And it was that new environment that really solidified the opacarophile in me. Not to say the sunsets from Lookout Mountain weren’t special, but watching the sun sink into the ocean while sitting on the warm Hawaiian sand just took it to another level. The sunsets I experienced in Maui have probably spoiled sunsets for me for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not that surprising. The sun would sink behind the waves and just when you think it was over, the clouds would explode in a grande finale that would put every 4th of July firework show I’ve ever experienced to shame.

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While the clouds really help to enhance most sunsets (assuming they’re in the right position), it’s the cloudless sunsets that really stick with me. Watching the sun drop out of the sky and disappear sliver by sliver is something that I will always love, whether it is over an ocean or the mountains of Georgia. The moment the final ray of light disappears is one that I have difficulty describing.

For about two seconds, no matter what is happening around me, the entire world falls silent. Everything stops. Every sunset comes flooding back to memory. Every person I’ve ever watched the sunset with is suddenly back watching with me again. For about two seconds, nothing matters, and the world is at peace.

It’s this feeling that I wanted to immortalize. It’s the memories of all the places I’ve watched the sun set, all the people I’ve watched it with. It’s the sense of peace I feel every time. And while it’s obviously not plausible to watch the sunset every night, I can see a representation of it on my arm. A constant reminder that despite whatever is going on, there’s a way to feel at peace.

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Freedom

March 13. Everyone knows what that date signifies. Sure, it may fluctuate a bit from country to country, but everyone in the world had a mutual experience at the beginning of March. I don’t need to get into it.

For me, March 13 is the day I was told to not come into the office. Lockdown measures had spread their way through every corner of Albania and the proceeding days had seen schools, restaurants, and public transportation coming to a halt. Now, it was our turn.

I spent most of the lockdown working from home building a website. Filling spare time with lots of YouTube, podcasts, Netflix, and the occasional chat with a roommate that spent his time in online school or playing video games. I would sit out on the balcony of my flat soaking up the sun as I watched the police on the street stopping passing cars and pedestrians, checking for the proper paperwork. I watched as groups of teenagers rode their bikes up and down the road, not worried about the policemen. I wish I could be as carefree, but I wasn’t willing to risk a fine just for a casual stroll. The most that would happen to those high school kids was a cop telling them to go home, which would likely result in the group just moving along to a different part of town, unbothered.

As I sat, my mind would inevitably wander. I would day dream about what life would be like if I was allowed out of my house for more than just an essential run to the grocery store. I sat for hours and stared into the hills that rise up behind the apartment buildings across the street. Day after day I scan the hills, noticing little dirt pathways crisscrossing their way to the top likely formed by herds of goats as they wander around the mountains. As many of the surrounding hills that I’ve been in, this one is an exception. My calves haven’t felt the burn of this incline. I haven’t seen the view from this peak.

That’s when I decided. Not necessarily on a particular day, but during the long hours of lockdown, the long hours of staring at the hills as they turn green with the coming of spring while we sit inside waiting to be allowed to wander without penalty. I decided that as soon as it was possible, I would climb this hill and again truly appreciate the freedom of being outdoors.

Again, the exact day escapes me, but when the lockdown measures eased up a bit we were allowed out with fewer restrictions, but with a curfew of 5pm. I didn’t let the time go to waste, and the first chance I got I was out the door. Calves burning, nostrils finally reintroduced to the smell of dirt, I climbed the hill. After the first five minutes weaving through alleyways between stone houses, I found the pathway that I had been staring at for the past four weeks.

As I climbed I kept looking over my shoulder as the city slowly grew smaller. I didn’t plan to take any photos, so I was hiking without the weight of a backpack on my shoulders - a rare occurrence for me. I followed a few goat trails until I stumbled across what seemed to be a service road for the electrical lines that rose and fell through the hills around Pogradec. The road wound up behind the peak I had been eyeing for a month and I lost sight of the city.

Rounding one more bend in the road, I noticed a rocky pathway that was either a goat trail of a runoff for water. I didn’t care either way, it was heading north, which is the direction I wanted to finally have a different view of the town I had been locked in for 30 days.

Within two minutes I came over the crest of the hill and was welcomed with what I would argue is the best vantage point of Pogradec: a panoramic view of Lake Ohrid, sparkling in the morning sun, surrounded by hills and mountains on all sides. The red roofs of Pogradec below by the lake shore provide a contrast to the fresh greenery of spring. Huge clouds float lazily by blissfully unaware of thousands of people below that are finally able to appreciate the blue sky yet again.

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Something New

I make videos, I take photos, I’m not a writer. But if my past has taught me anything, it’s that if you want to get better at something you have to do it. Again and again and again. I suppose that’s the short answer of why I started writing, but there is a longer answer as well…

I make videos and take photos for fun. I also make videos and take photos for work. This was something I had strived after for a number of years, and I love it. I love the fact that every day I get to do something that I truly enjoy. However, it comes with its downsides. For instance, when work becomes busy with video projects, I lose my motivation to make videos purely for my own enjoyment. I wouldn’t say that it kills my passion, but it definitely can lead to some level of burnout. So, I decided to exercise my brain in a different way.

I may be wrong on this - because I’m not a scientist - but it feels like writing exercises different things in my head than shooting and editing videos does. I spend so much time on creating visuals that I needed something to be able to retreat to when I am feeling tired, or unmotivated to create videos. Maybe writing will give me a breath of fresh air from constantly staring into a camera screen.

Going hand in hand with this, I’ve realized that I take photos mainly for the visual aspect of it. I take the photo that would get the most reaction on social media, even staging them at times to get the most out of the frame as possible. The problem I see here is that when I look at the photos I typically don’t see stories as much as I see, “Oh yeah, I moved my van there and made my friend sit in that spot because it was the most aesthetically pleasing.”

A few weeks ago I met a woman who has been a photographing different aspects of Albania for the better part of the last three decades, Jutta Benzenberg. During my conversation with her, and hearing her talk about the photos that she takes I realized that there are two main types of stories that a photo can tell. The first is obviously the story of what is actually happening in a photo, which is obviously important but it’s something that can typically be derived by just looking at the photo itself without any further explanation.

The second type of story that a photo can tell is the contextual story. By that I mean the story that you can’t understand unless you were in that very spot when the photo was taken. I was looking through one of Jutta’s photo books and came across a photo that I don’t think I would have even saved had it been on my camera. There was a man, squatting down on the front steps of a house, but half the frame was covered by the out of focus head of a horse that seemed to be passing through the frame. I pointed this particular photo out, and asked why she chose to not only keep it, but to have it printed in a book. She proceeded to tell me the contextual story around the photo, that they man was a school teacher in another village and had could no longer walk the distance, so he needed to use the horse to get to school every day. She highlighted that the head of the horse basically covered half of the man’s face which, to her, made it seem like the two are one. The man cannot have his fully functioning life without that horse. My appreciation grew for that particular photo, and now it sticks in my brain, which is a far different reaction than my first impression of “Meh.”

After hearing about the backstory, and further conversations with Jutta, I realized that very few of my photos had stories like this and the ones that did almost no one knew the story. So I’ve decided to write. I’ve decided to make an effort to take photos that may not be the best for Instagram, but the ones that have stories. And that is where the writing comes in; to tell those stories.

I make videos, I take photos, I’m not a writer. But I’m trying to be.

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